Give me the Heart of David...

I wish I could put into words how I feel inside my heart. I have been walking around in this glory cloud bursting with FAITH. I don't know what to do with it all. Mostly because it's something I have never experienced and I lack understanding.
It feels like I have tapped into this incredible power but I'm not sure quite what to do with it. I know God is allowing me to experience this and I am just trying to hard to figure it out. The supernatural and the miraculous don't make sense. Not to any of us ever. I feel so honored just to feel what I do. I have been crying on and off for a few weeks. I feel God's presence so close to me. Closer than ever before. The thing that touches me the most is there is no one who deserves it less than me. I guess the biggest thing I struggle with is trying to figure out why God would invest such an awesome revelation of anything to me?? (Blows my mind.. ) I know there isn't anyone worthy. It still amazes me He even knows my name after all I have put Him through He just blots out my past with His Grace and tender Mercy every day. I guess I should just stop trying to figure out the King of Kings and Lord of Lords because He is just beyond my comprehension. I am just going to have to learn to accept the reality that He used a donkey why not me? lol Yes I do esteem myself higher than a donkey. Not by much!! lol :) He used the foolishness of preaching to confound the wise sooooo He is on the throne. I just want to thank you Lord for the blessings that I don't even deserve. I serve a mighty Big God who loves us beyond who we are and sees the potential of who we can be in Him. I am so richly blessed. I feel so privileged to have this great truth and honor and serve Him with great joy! He deserves all the GLORY and all the PRAISE all the time.. I am so in awe of who my Savior reveals Himself to be to me in my life. What an opportunity He has given me to be a vessel to be used for whatever and whenever He chooses me to be His Hands or His Feet or His Mouthpiece. Ill never understand what He sees in me, but I sure am thankful that I know Jesus Loves me. That means everything to me.. I only pray I would be pleasing in His sight. I will fall short most of the time, but I want to have a heart after the Heart of God. That is my desire today...

Holy Ground

I went to LA over the weekend with my best friend. We went to Church in Lancaster. What a move of God we had. I missed our church service. I heard they had a move of God as well. :) My best friend is dating the music minister of that church. He asked us to sing Sunday morning.
He sings as well. We sang that old song "We are standing on Holy Ground" They know the verses to it. We started to sing and the anointing started to fall. The pastor's wife just started weeping and everyone started weeping. We all started speaking in tongues and the healing power of God came down into that place and began to minister. It was so powerful! I have often experienced this wave of powerful anointing when it flows through a congregation. I love it.. When we went to lunch with Bro George and another saint they said they had never had an a move of God like that in their church. I was shocked and thought my God I am so blessed. The church I come from and the one I'm in now often have these Divine visitations. I realized how I take for granted something so precious and rare to some people. To have the anointing of God dwell in the church and have demonstrations of the power of God in this dimension is a privilege not a normal every day occurrence. We are so spoiled by our Jesus. I sit here and think what is point of going to church if you are not going to have a move of God or feel His anointing?? There are churches everywhere who do not experience God like this on a regular basis. I never realized that. We are sooooooo extremely blessed. I need to covet this honor God has given to us. He has allowed us to be in His Divine presence standing on Holy Ground with angels all around. What a beautiful place to stand. Thank you Lord for coming to church with us and allowing us to minister to this church and be used to usher in a Divine visitation of His healing power... Let us praise Jesus now... For we are standing in His presence on Holy Ground!!!!