Give me the Heart of David...

I wish I could put into words how I feel inside my heart. I have been walking around in this glory cloud bursting with FAITH. I don't know what to do with it all. Mostly because it's something I have never experienced and I lack understanding.
It feels like I have tapped into this incredible power but I'm not sure quite what to do with it. I know God is allowing me to experience this and I am just trying to hard to figure it out. The supernatural and the miraculous don't make sense. Not to any of us ever. I feel so honored just to feel what I do. I have been crying on and off for a few weeks. I feel God's presence so close to me. Closer than ever before. The thing that touches me the most is there is no one who deserves it less than me. I guess the biggest thing I struggle with is trying to figure out why God would invest such an awesome revelation of anything to me?? (Blows my mind.. ) I know there isn't anyone worthy. It still amazes me He even knows my name after all I have put Him through He just blots out my past with His Grace and tender Mercy every day. I guess I should just stop trying to figure out the King of Kings and Lord of Lords because He is just beyond my comprehension. I am just going to have to learn to accept the reality that He used a donkey why not me? lol Yes I do esteem myself higher than a donkey. Not by much!! lol :) He used the foolishness of preaching to confound the wise sooooo He is on the throne. I just want to thank you Lord for the blessings that I don't even deserve. I serve a mighty Big God who loves us beyond who we are and sees the potential of who we can be in Him. I am so richly blessed. I feel so privileged to have this great truth and honor and serve Him with great joy! He deserves all the GLORY and all the PRAISE all the time.. I am so in awe of who my Savior reveals Himself to be to me in my life. What an opportunity He has given me to be a vessel to be used for whatever and whenever He chooses me to be His Hands or His Feet or His Mouthpiece. Ill never understand what He sees in me, but I sure am thankful that I know Jesus Loves me. That means everything to me.. I only pray I would be pleasing in His sight. I will fall short most of the time, but I want to have a heart after the Heart of God. That is my desire today...